Thursday, August 03, 2006

Perfect Failure

We are Perfection.

We spend every moment in perfect Ecstacy.

All of our desires are fulfilled perfectly, at every moment.

We know ALL THINGS, and this knowing informs every action perfectly.

Joy and love is the only Truth.



SO,


what the fuck are we doing, to warp our perfection into the grey shit lives we lead?


Well, look at your beliefs.

The thoughts you have about yourself all day.

The judgments you make about others.

The basic fundamental truths you accept as real, that were taught TO you by another.

Your identity.

Your personality.


See? You destroy, at every moment, the perfect resolution of your every desire, by creating a dark web of belief systems and accepted truths, which are ALL LIES. A crystalline cage, built by you from birth, which warps and bends Perfection into this very IMperfect-seeming moment you are in right now.

So...what the fuck do I do?


CHOOSE DIFFERENT SHIT.


Remember, there WILL be a point in your existence, where you see with perfect clarity how you created EVERY moment of this life. And, you will have ultimate compassion with the choices you made. Which is fortunate, as without perfect compassion you will be crippled with fundamental regret, that you were God on earth and acted like, well, YOU.

Jesus fuck. You KNOW better! BE better. Be YOU! NOW!!!!!


A first step:

Find one simple thing you have wanted for a long time, and never got.

Sit alone, eyes closed, and talk to yourself about why you never got it.

Feel the storm of excuses. Feel the helplessness you have accepted for yourself. Most of all, feel the brilliant way you have convinced youself that what you want, YOU DON'T DESERVE.

With all of these beliefs in place, how the FUCK could this thing EVER come into your life?

It could come to the door wrapped like a gift, and you would send it away.

"Oh, this must not be for me. I don't feel right accepting it. Thanks, though!"

You send every gift away. Smiling.

And then wonder why you are so poor.


 
R